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〃i have got through all that；〃 said dorian； shaking his head and smiling。 〃i am perfectly happy now。 i know what conscience is； to begin with。 it is not what you told me it was。 it is the divinest thing in us。 dont sneer at it； harry； any moreat least not before me。 i want to be good。 i cant bear the idea of my soul being hideous。〃
〃a very charming artistic basis for ethics； dorian！ i congratulate you on it。 but how are you going to begin？〃
〃by marrying sibyl vane。〃
〃marrying sibyl vane！〃 cried lord henry； standing up and looking at him in perplexed amazement。 〃but； my dear dorian〃
〃yes； harry； i know what you are going to say。 something dreadful about marriage。 dont say it。 dont ever say things of that kind to me again。 two days ago i asked sibyl to marry me。 i am not going to break my word to her。 she is to be my wife。〃
〃your wife！ dorian！ 。 。 。 didnt you get my letter？ i wrote to you this morning； and sent the note down by my own man。〃
〃your letter？ oh； yes； i remember。 i have not read it yet； harry。 i was afraid there might be something in it that i wouldnt like。 you cut life to pieces with your epigrams。〃
〃you know nothing then？〃
〃what do you mean？〃
lord henry walked across the room； and sitting down by dorian gray； took both his hands in his own and held them tightly。 〃dorian；〃 he said； 〃my letterdont be frightenedwas to tell you that sibyl vane is dead。〃
a cry of pain broke from the lads lips； and he leaped to his feet； tearing his hands away from lord henrys grasp。 〃dead！ sibyl dead！ it is not true！ it is a horrible lie！ how dare you say it？〃
〃it is quite true； dorian；〃 said lord henry； gravely。 〃it is in all the morning papers。 i wrote down to you to ask you not to see any one till i came。 there will have to be an inquest； of course； and you must not be mixed up in it。 things like that make a man fashionable in paris。 but in london people are so prejudiced。 here； one should never make ones d茅but with a scandal。 one should reserve that to give an interest to ones old age。 i suppose they dont know your name at the theatre？ if they dont； it is all right。 did any one see you going round to her room？ that is an important point。〃
dorian did not answer for a few moments。 he was dazed with horror。 finally he stammered； in a stifled voice； 〃harry； did you say an inquest？ what did you mean by that？ did sibyl？ oh； harry； i cant bear it！ but be quick。 tell me everything at once。〃
〃i have no doubt it was not an accident； dorian； though it must be put in that way to the public。 it seems that as she was leaving the theatre with her mother； about half…past twelve or so； she said she had forgotten something upstairs。 they waited some time for her； but she did not e down again。 they ultimately found her lying dead on the floor of her dressing…room。 she had swallowed something by mistake； some dreadful thing they use at theatres。 i dont know what it was； but it had either prussic acid or white lead in it。 i should fancy it was prussic acid； as she seems to have died instantaneously。〃
〃harry； harry； it is terrible！〃 cried the lad。
〃yes； it is very tragic； of course； but you must not get yourself mixed up in it。 i see by the standard that she was seventeen。 i should have thought she was almost younger than that。 she looked such a child； and seemed to know so little about acting。 dorian； you mustnt let this thing get on your nerves。 you must e and dine with me； and afterwards we will look in at the opera。 it is a patti night； and everybody will be there。 you can e to my sisters box。 she has got some smart women with her。〃
〃so i have murdered sibyl vane；〃 said dorian gray； half to himself； 〃murdered her as surely as if i had cut her little throat with a knife。 yet the roses are not less lovely for all that。 the birds sing just as happily in my garden。 and to…night i am to dine with you； and then go on to the opera； and sup somewhere； i suppose； afterwards。 how extraordinarily dramatic life is！ if i had read all this in a book； harry； i think i would have wept over it。 somehow； now that it has happened actually； and to me； it seems far too wonderful for tears。 here is the first passionate love…letter i have ever written in my life。 strange； that my first passionate love…letter should have been addressed to a dead girl。 can they feel； i wonder； those white silent people we call the dead？ sibyl！ can she feel； or know； or listen？ oh； harry； how i loved her once！ it seems years ago to me now。 she was everything to me。 then came that dreadful nightwas it really only last night？ when she played so badly； and my heart almost broke。 she explained it all to me。 it was terribly pathetic。 but i was not moved a bit。 i thought her shallow。 suddenly something happened that made me afraid。 i cant tell you what it was； but it was terrible。 i said i would go back to her。 i felt i had done wrong。 and now she is dead。 my god！ my god！ harry； what shall i do？ you dont know the danger i am in； and there is nothing to keep me straight。 she would have done that for me。 she had no right to kill herself。 it was selfish of her。〃
〃my dear dorian；〃 answered lord henry； taking a cigarette from his case and producing a gold…latten matchbox； 〃the only way a woman can ever reform a man is by boring him so pletely that he loses all possible interest in life。 if you had married this girl； you would have been wretched。 of course； you would have treated her kindly。 one can always be kind to people about whom one cares nothing。 but she would have soon found out that you were absolutely indifferent to her。 and when a woman finds that out about her husband； she either bees dreadfully dowdy； or wears very smart bonnets that some other womans husband has to pay for。 i say nothing about the social mistake； which would have been abjectwhich； of course； i would not have allowed but i assure you that in any case the whole thing would have been an absolute failure。〃
〃i suppose it would；〃 muttered the lad； walking up and down the room and looking horribly pale。 〃but i thought it was my duty。 it is not my fault that this terrible tragedy has prevented my doing what was right。 i remember your saying once that there is a fatality about good resolutionsthat they are always made too late。 mine certainly were。〃 〃good resolutions are useless attempts to interfere with scientific laws。 their origin is pure vanity。 their result is absolutely nil。 they give us； now and then； some of those luxurious sterile emotions that have a certain charm for the weak。 that is all that can be said for them。 they are simply cheques that men draw on a bank where they have no account。〃
〃harry；〃 cried dorian gray； ing over and sitting down beside him； 〃why is it that i cannot feel this tragedy as much as i want to？ i dont think i am heartless。 do you？〃
〃you have done too many foolish things during the last fortnight to be entitled to give yourself that name； dorian；〃 answered lord henry with his sweet melancholy smile。
the lad frowned。 〃i dont like that explanation； harry；〃 he rejoined； 〃but i am glad you dont think i am heartless。 i am nothing of the kind。 i know i am not。 and yet i must admit that this thing that has happened does not affect me as it should。 it seems to me to be simply like a wonderful ending to a wonderful play。 it has all the terrible beauty of a greek tragedy； a tragedy in which i took a great part； but by which i have not been wounded。〃
〃it is an interesting question；〃 said lord henry； who found an exquisite pleasure in playing on the lads unconscious egotism； 〃an extremely interesting question。 i fancy that the true explanation is this： it often happens that the real tragedies of life occur in such an inartistic manner that they hurt us by their crude violence； their absolute incoherence； their absurd want of meaning； their entire lack of style。 they affect us just as vulgarity affects us。 they give us an impression of sheer brute force； and we revolt against that。 sometimes； however； a tragedy that possesses artistic elements of beauty crosses our lives。 if these elements of beauty are real； the whole thing simply appeals to our sense of dramatic effect。 suddenly we find that we are no longer the actors； but the spectators of the play。 or rather we are both。 we watch ourselves； and the mere wonder of the spectacle enthralls us。 in the present case； what is it that has really happened？ some one has killed herself for love of you。 i wish that i had ever had such an experience。 it would have made me in love with love for the rest of my life。 the people who have adored methere have not been very many； but there have been somehave always insisted on living on； long after i had ceased to care for them； or they to care for me。 they have bee stout and tedious； and when i meet them； they go in at once for reminiscences。 that awful memory of woman！ what a fearful thing it is！ and what an utter intellectual stagnation it reveals！ one should absorb the colour of life； but one should never remember its details。 details are always vulgar。〃
〃i must sow poppies in my garden；〃 sighed dorian。
〃there is no necessity；〃 rejoined his panion。 〃life has always poppies in her hands。 of course； now and then things linger。 i once wore nothing but violets all through one season； as a form of artistic mourning for a romance that would not die。 ultimately； however； it did die。 i forget what killed it。 i think it was her proposing to sacrifice the whole world for me。 that is always a dreadful moment。 it fills one with the terror of eternity。 wellwould you believe it？a week ago； at lady hampshires； i found myself seated at dinner next the lady in question； and she insisted on going over the whole thing again； and digging up the past； and raking up the future。 i had buried my romance in a bed of asphodel。 she dragged it out again and assured me that i had spoiled her life。 i am bound to state that she ate an enormous dinner； so i did not feel any anxiety。 but what a lack of taste she showed！ the one charm of the past is that it is the past。 but women never know when the curtain has fallen。 they always want a sixth act； and as soon as the interest of the play is entirely over； they propose to continue it。 if they were allowed their own way； every edy would have a tragic ending； and every tragedy would culminate in a farce。 they are charmingly artificial； but they have no sense of art。 you are more fortunate than i am。 i assure you； dorian； that not one of the women i have known would have done for me what sibyl vane did for you。 ordinary women always console themselves。 some of them do it by going in for sentimental colours。 never trust a woman who wears mauve； whatever her age may be； or a woman over thirty…five who is fond of pink ribbons。 it always means that they have a history。 others find a great consolation in suddenly discovering the good qualities of their husbands。 they flaunt their conjugal felicity in ones face； as if it were the most fascinating of sins。 religion consoles some。 its mysteries have all the charm of a flirtation； a woman once told me； and i can quite understand it。 besides； nothing makes one so vain as being told that one is a sinner。 conscience makes egotists of us all。 yes； there is really no end to the consolations that women find in modern life。 indeed； i have not mentioned the most important one。〃
〃what is that； harry？〃 said the lad listlessly。
〃oh； the obvious consolation。 taking some one elses admirer when one loses ones own。 in good society that always whitewashes a woman。 but really； dorian； how different sibyl vane must have been from all the women one meets！ there is something to me quite beautiful about her death。 i am glad i am living in a century when such wonders happen。 they make one believe in the reality of the things we all play with； such as romance； passion； and love。〃
〃i was terribly cruel to her。 you forget that。〃
〃i am afraid that women appreciate cruelty； downright cruelty； more than anything else。 they have wonderfully primitive instincts。 we have emancipated them； but they remain slaves looking for their masters； all the same。 they love being dominated。 i am sure you were splendid。 i have never seen you really and absolutely angry； but i can fancy how delightful you looked。 and； after all； you said something to me the day before yesterday that seemed to me at the time to be merely fanciful； but that i see now was absolutely true； and it holds the key to everything。〃
〃what was that； harry？〃
〃you said to me that sibyl vane represented to you all the heroines of romancethat she was desdemona one night； and ophelia the other； that if she died as juliet； she came to life as imogen。〃
〃she will never e to life again now；〃 muttered the lad； burying his face in his hands。
〃no； she will never e to life。 she has played her last part。 but you must think of that lonely death in the tawdry dressing…room simply as a strange lurid fragment from some jacobean tragedy； as a wonderful scene from webster； or ford； or cyril tourneur。 the girl never really lived； and so she has never really died。 to you at least she was always a dream； a phantom that flitted through shakespeares plays and left them lovelier for its presence； a reed through which shakespeares music sounded richer and more full of joy。 the moment she touche