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frica。 I remember that about him。 That; and the gold Allah chain around his dark neck。 He is peering down at me; speaking rapidly in a language I don t understand; Urdu; I think。 My eyes keep going to his Adam s apple bob bing up and down; up and down; and I want to ask him how old he is anyway……he looks far too young; like an actor from some foreign soap opera……but all I can mutter is; I think I gave him a good fight。 I think I gave him a good fight。
I DON T KNOW if I gave Assef a good fight。 I don t think I did。 How could I have? That was the first time I d fought anyone。 I had never so much as thrown a punch in my entire life。
My memory of the fight with Assef is amazingly vivid in stretches: I remember Assef turning on the music before slipping on his brass knuckles。 The prayer rug; the one with the oblong; woven Mecca; came loose from the wall at one point and landed on my head; the dust from it made me sneeze。 I remember Assef shoving grapes in my face; his snarl all spit…shining teeth; his bloodshot eyes rolling。 His turban fell at some point; let loose curls of shoulder…length blond hair。
And the end; of course。 That; I still see with perfect clarity。 I always will。
Mostly; I remember this: His brass knuckles flashing in the afternoon light; how cold they felt with the first few blows and how quickly they warmed with my blood。 Getting thrown against the wall; a nail where a framed picture may have hung once jabbing at my back。 Sohrab screaming。 Tabla; harmonium; a dil…roba。 Getting hurled against the wall。 The knuckles shattering my jaw。 Choking on my own teeth; swallowing them; thinking about all the countless hours I d spent flossing and brushing。 Getting hurled against the wall。 Lying on the floor; blood from my split upper lip staining the mauve carpet; pain ripping through my belly; and wondering when I d be able to breathe again。 The sound of my ribs snapping like the tree branches Hassan and I used to break to swordfight like Sinbad in those old movies。 Sohrab screaming。 The side of my face slamming against the corner of the television stand。 That snapping sound again; this time just under my left eye。 Music。 Sohrab screaming。 Fingers grasping my hair; pulling my head back; the twinkle of stainless steel。 Here they 〃eome。 That snapping sound yet again; now my nose。 Biting down in pain; noticing how my teeth didn t align like they used to。 Getting kicked。 Sohrab screaming。
I don t know at what point I started laughing; but I did。 It hurt to laugh; hurt my jaws; my ribs; my throat。 But I was laughing and laughing。 And the harder I laughed; the harder he kicked me; punched me; scratched me。
WHAT S SO FUNNY? Assef kept roaring with each blow。 His spittle landed in my eye。 Sohrab screamed。
WHAT S SO FUNNY? Assef bellowed。 Another rib snapped; this time left lower。 What was so funny was that; for the first time since the winter of 1975; I felt at peace。 I laughed because I saw that; in some hidden nook in a corner of my mind; I d even been looking forward to this。 I remembered the day on the hill I had pelted Hassan with pomegranates and tried to provoke him。 He d just stood there; doing nothing; red juice soaking through his shirt like blood。 Then he d taken the pomegranate from my hand; crushed it against his forehead。 Are you satisfied now? he d hissed。 Do you feel better? I hadn t been happy and I hadn t felt better; not at all。 But I did now。 My body was broken……just how badly I wouldn t find out until later……but I felt healed。 Healed at last。 I laughed。
Then the end。 That; I ll take to my grave:
I was on the ground laughing; Assef straddling my chest; his face a mask of lunacy; framed by snarls of his hair swaying inches from my face。 His free hand was locked around my throat。 The other; the one with the brass knuckles; cocked above his shoulder。 He raised his fist higher; raised it for another blow。
Then: Bas。 A thin voice。
We both looked。
Please; no more。
I remembered something the orphanage director had said when he d opened the door to me and Farid。 What had been his name? Zaman? He s inseparable from that thing; he had said。 He tucks it in the waist of his pants everywhere he goes。
No more。
Twin trails of black mascara; mixed with tears; had rolled down his cheeks; smeared the rouge。 His lower lip trembled。 Mucus seeped from his nose。 Bas; he croaked。
His hand was cocked above his shoulder; holding the cup of the slingshot at the end of the elastic band which was pulled all the way back。 There was something in the cup; something shiny and yellow。 I blinked the blood from my eyes and saw it was one of the brass balls from the ring in the table base。 Sohrab had the slingshot pointed to Assef s face。
No more; Agha。 Please; he said; his voice husky and trembling。 Stop hurting him。
Assef s mouth moved wordlessly。 He began to say something; stopped。 What do you think you re you doing? he finally said。
Please stop; Sohrab said; fresh tears pooling in his green eyes; mixing with mascara。
Put it down; Hazara; Assef hissed。 Put it down or what I m doing to him will be a gentle ear twisting pared to what I ll do to you。
The tears broke free。 Sohrab shook his head。 Please; Agha; he said。 Stop。
Put it down。
Don t hurt him anymore。
Put it down。
Please。
PUT IT DOWN!
PUT IT DOWN! Assef let go of my throat。 Lunged at Sohrab。
The slingshot made a thwiiiiit sound when Sohrab released the cup。 Then Assef was screaming。 He put his hand where his left eye had been just a moment ago。 Blood oozed between his fingers。 Blood and something else; something white and gel…like。 That s called vitreous fluid; I thought with clarity。 I ve read that somewhere。 Vitreous fluid。
Assef rolled on the carpet。 Rolled side to side; shrieking; his hand still cupped over the bloody socket。
Let s go! Sohrab said。 He took my hand。 Helped me to my feet。 Every inch of my battered body wailed with pain。 Behind us; Assef kept shrieking。
OUT! GET IT OUT! he screamed。
Teetering; I opened the door。 The guards eyes widened when they saw me and I wondered what I looked like。 My stomach hurt with each breath。 One of the guards said something in Pashtu and then they blew past us; running into the room where Assef was still screaming。 OUT!
Bia; Sohrab said; pulling my hand。 Let s go!
I stumbled down the hallway; Sohrab s little hand in mine。 I took a final look over my shoulder。 The guards were huddled over Assef; doing something to his face。 Then I understood: The brass ball was still stuck in his empty eye socket。
The whole world rocking up and down; swooping side to side; I hobbled down the steps; leaning on Sohrab。 From above; Ass