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wondered vaguely if it might have germs； thought to ask Jack； then decided he
would laugh at her。 But she would ask the doctor tomorrow； if she could catch
him with Jack out of the room。 She didn't like the idea of that thing；
constructed from the chewings and saliva of so many alien creatures； lying
within a foot of her sleeping son's head。
The water in the bathroom was still running； and she got up and went into the
big bedroom to make sure everything was okay。 Jack didn't look up； he was lost
in the world he was making； staring at the typewriter； a filter cigarette
clamped in his teeth。
She knocked lightly on the closed bathroom room。 〃You okay； doc？ You awake？〃
No answer。
〃Danny？〃
No answer。 She tried the door。 It was locked。
〃Danny？〃 She was worried now。 The lack of any sound beneath the steadily
running water made her uneasy。 〃Danny？ Open the door； honey。〃
No answer。
〃Danny！〃
〃Jesus Christ； Wendy； I can't think if you're going to pound on the door all
night。〃
〃Danny's locked himself in the bathroom and he doesn't answer me！〃
Jack came around the desk； looking put out。 He knocked on the door once； hard。
〃Open up； Danny。 No games。〃
No answer。
Jack knocked harder。 〃Stop fooling； doc。 Bedtime's bedtime。 Spanking if you
don't open up。〃
He's losing his temper； she thought； and was more afraid。 He had not touched
Danny in anger since that evening two years ago； but at this moment he sounded
angry enough to do it。
〃Danny； honey — 〃 she began。
No answer。 Only running water。
〃Danny； if you make me break this lock I can guarantee you you'll spend the
night sleeping on your belly；〃 Jack warned。
Nothing。
〃Break it；〃 she said； and suddenly it was hard to talk。 〃Quick。〃
He raised one foot and brought it down hard against the door to the right of
the knob。 The lock was a poor thing； it gave immediately and the door shuddered
open； banging the tiled bathroom wall and rebounding halfway。
〃Danny！〃 she screamed。
The water was running full force in the basin。 Beside it； a tube of Crest with
the cap off。 Danny was sitting on the rim of the bathtub across the room； his
toothbrush clasped limply in his left hand； a thin foam of toothpaste around his
mouth。 He was staring； trancelike； into the mirror on the front of the medicine
cabinet above the washbasin。 The expression on his face was one of drugged
horror； and her first thought was that he was having some sort of epileptic
seizure； that he might have swallowed his tongue。
〃Danny！〃
Danny didn't answer。 Guttural sounds came from his throat。
Then she was pushed aside so hard that she crashed into the towel rack； and
Jack was kneeling in front of the boy。
〃Danny；〃 he said。 〃Danny； Danny！〃 He snapped his fingers in front of Danny's
blank eyes。
〃Ah…sure；〃 Danny said。 〃Tournament play。 Stroke。 Nurrrrr 。。。〃
〃Danny — 〃
〃Roque！〃 Danny said； his voice suddenly deep； almost manlike。 〃Roque。 Stroke。
The roque mallet 。。。 has two sides。 Gaaaaaa — 〃
〃Oh Jack my God what's wrong with him？〃
Jack grabbed the boy's elbows and shook him hard。 Danny's head rolled limply
backward and then snapped forward like a balloon on a stick。
〃Roque。 Stroke。 Redrum。〃
Jack shook him again； and Danny's eyes suddenly cleared。 His toothbrush fell
out of his hand and onto the tiled floor with a small click。
〃What？〃 he asked； looking around。 He saw his father kneeling before him； Wendy
standing by the wall。 〃What？〃 Danny asked again； with rising alarm。 〃W…W…Wuh…
What's wr…r…r — 〃
〃Don't stutter！〃 Jack suddenly screamed into his face。 Danny cried out in
shock； his body going tense； trying to draw away from his father； and then he
collapsed into tears。 Stricken； Jack pulled him close。 〃Oh； honey； I'm sorry。
I'm sorry； doc。 Please。 Don't cry。 I'm sorry。 Everything's okay。〃
The water ran ceaselessly in the basin； and Wendy felt that she had suddenly
stepped into some grinding nightmare where time ran backward； backward to the
time when her drunken husband had broken her son's arm and had then mewled over
him in almost the exact same words。
（Oh honey。 I'm sorry。 I'm sorry； doc。 Please。 So sorry。）
She ran to them both； pried Danny out of Jack's arms somehow （she saw the look
of angry reproach on his face but filed it away for later consideration）； and
lifted him up。 She walked him back into the small bedroom； Danny's arms clasped
around her neck； Jack trailing them。
She sat down on Danny's bed and rocked him back and forth； soothing him with
nonsensical words repeated over and over。 She looked up at Jack and there was
only worry in his eyes now。 He raised questioning eyebrows at her。 She shook her
head faintly。
〃Danny；〃 she said。 〃Danny； Danny； Danny。 'S okay； doc。 'S fine。〃
At last Danny was quiet； only faintly trembling in her arms。 Yet it was Jack
he spoke to first； Jack who was now sitting beside them on the bed； and she felt
the old faint pang
（It's him first and it's always been him first）
of jealousy。 Jack had shouted at him； she had forted him； yet it was to his
father that Danny said；
〃I'm sorry if I was bad。〃
〃Nothing to be sorry for； doc。〃 Jack ruffled his hair。 〃What the hell happened
in there？〃
Danny shook his head slowly； dazedly。 〃I 。。。 I don't know。 Why did you tell
me to stop stuttering； Daddy？ I don't stutter。〃
〃Of course not；〃 Jack said heartily； but Wendy felt a cold finger touch her
heart。 Jack suddenly looked scared； as if he'd seen something that might just
have been a ghost。
〃Something about the timer。。。〃 Danny muttered。
〃What？〃 Jack was leaning forward； and Danny flinched in her arms。
〃Jack； you're scaring him！〃 she said； and her voice was high； accusatory。 It
suddenly came to her that they were all scared。 But of what？
〃I don't know； I don't know；〃 Danny was saying to his father。 〃What 。。。 what
did I say； Daddy？〃
〃Nothing；〃 Jack muttered。 He took his handkerchief from his back pocket and
wiped his mouth with it。 Wendy had a moment of that sickening time…is…running…
backward feeling again。 It was a gesture she remembered well from his drinking
days。
〃Why did you lock the door； Danny？〃 she asked gently。 〃Why did you do that？〃
〃Tony；〃 he said。 〃Tony told me to。〃
They exchanged a glance over the top of his head。
〃Did Tony say why； son？〃 Jack asked quietly。
〃I was brushing my teeth and I was thinking about my reading；〃 Danny said。
〃Thinking real hard。 And 。。。 and I saw Tony way down in the mirror。 He said he
had to show me again。〃
〃You mean he was behind you？〃 Wendy asked。
〃No； he was in the mirror。〃 Danny was very emphatic on this point。 〃Way down
deep。 And then I went through the mirror。 The next thing I remember Daddy was
shaking me and I thought I was being bad again。〃
Jack winced as if struck。
〃No； doc；〃 he said quietly。
〃Tony told you to lock the door？〃 Wendy asked； brushing his hair。
〃Yes。〃
〃And what did he want to show you？〃
Danny tensed in her arms； it was as if the muscles in his body had turned into
something like piano wire。 〃I don't remember；〃 he said； distraught。 〃I don't
remember。 Don't ask me。 I 。。。 I don't remember nothing！〃
〃Shh；〃 Wendy said； alarmed。 She began to rock him again。 〃It's all right if
you don't remember； hon。 Sure it is。〃
At last Danny began to relax again。
〃Do you want me to stay a little while？ Read you a story？〃
〃No。 Just the night light。〃 He looked shyly at his father。 〃Would you stay；
Daddy？ For a minute？〃
〃Sure； doc。〃
Wendy sighed。 〃I'll be in the living room； Jack。〃
〃Okay。〃
She got up and watched as Danny slid under the covers。 He seemed very small。
〃Are you sure you're okay； Danny？〃
〃I'm okay。 Just plug in Snoopy； Mom。〃
〃Sure。〃
She plugged in the night light； which showed Snoopy lying fast asleep on top
of his doghouse。 He had never wanted a night light until they moved into the
Overlook； and then he had specifically requested one。 She turned off the lamp
and the overhead and looked back at them； the small white circle of Danny's
face； and Jack's above it。 She hesitated a moment
（and then I went through the mirror）
and then left them quietly。
〃You sleepy？〃 Jack asked； brushing Danny's hair off his forehead。
〃Yeah。〃
〃Want a drink of water？〃
〃No。。。〃
There was silence for five minutes。 Danny was still beneath his hand。 Thinking
the boy had dropped off； he was about to get up and leave quietly when Danny
said from the brink of sleep：
〃Roque。”
Jack turned back； all zero at the bone。
〃Danny — ？〃
〃You'd never hurt Mommy； would you； Daddy？〃
〃No。〃
〃Or me？〃
〃No。〃
Silence again； spinning out。
〃Daddy？〃
〃What？〃
〃Tony came and told me about roque。〃
〃Did he； doc？ What did he say？〃
〃I don't remember much。 Except he said it was in innings。 Like baseball。 Isn't
that funny？〃
〃Yes。〃 Jack's heart was thudding dully in his chest。 How could the boy
possibly know a thing like that？ Roque was played by innings； not like baseball
but like cricket。
〃Daddy 。。。 ？〃 He was almost asleep now。
〃What？〃
〃What's redrum？〃
〃Red drum？ Sounds like something an Indian might take on the warpath。〃
Silence。
〃Hey； doc？〃
But Danny was alseep； breathing in long； slow strokes。 Jack sat looking down
at him for a moment； and a rush of love pushed through him like tidal water。 Why
had he yelled at the boy like that？ It was perfectly normal for him to stutter a
little。 He had been ing out of a daze or some weird kind of trance； and
stuttering was perfectly normal under those circumstances。 Perfectly。 And he
hadn't said timer at all。 It had been something else； nonsense； gibberish。
How had he known roque was played in innings？ Had someone told him？ Ullman？
Hallorann？
He looked down at his hands。 They were made into tight； clenched fists of
tension
（god how i need a drink）
and the nails were digging into his palms like tiny brands。 Slowly he forced
them to open。
〃I love you； Danny；〃 he whispered。 〃God knows I do。〃
He left the room。 He had lost his temper again； only a little； but enough to
make him feel sick and afraid。 A drink would blunt that feeling； oh yes。 It
would blunt that
（Something about the timer）
and everything else。 There was no mistake about those words at all。 None。 Each
had e out clear as a bell。 He paused in the hallway； looking back； and
automatically wiped his lips with his handkerchief。
* * *
Their shapes were only dark silhouettes in the glow of the night light。 Wendy；
wearing only panties； went to his bed and tucked him in again； he had kicked the
covers back。 Jack stood in the doorway； watching as she put her inner wrist
against his forehead。
〃Is he feverish？〃
〃No。〃 She kissed his cheek。
〃Thank God you made that appointment；〃 he said as she came back to the
doorway。 〃You think that guy knows his stuff？〃
〃The checker said he was very good。 That's all I know。〃
〃If there's something wrong； I'm going to send you and him to your mother's；
Wendy。〃
〃No。〃
〃I know；〃 he said； putting an arm around her； 〃how you feel。〃
〃You don't know how I feel at all about her。〃
〃Wendy； there's no place else I can send you。 You know that。〃
〃If you came — 〃
〃Without this job we're done；〃 he said simply。 〃You know that。〃
Her silhouette nodded slowly。 She knew it。
〃When I had that interview with Ullman； I thought he was just blowing off his
bazoo。 Now I'm not so sure。 Maybe I really shouldn't have tried this with you
two along。 Forty miles from nowhere。〃
〃I love you；〃 she said。 〃And Danny loves you even more； if that's possible。 He
would have been heartbroken； Jack。 He will be； if you send us away。〃
〃Don't make it sound that way。〃
〃If the doctor says there's something wrong； I'll look for a job in
Sidewinder；〃 she said。 〃If I can't get one in Sidewinder； Danny and I will go to
Boulder。 I can't go to my mother； Jack。 Not on those terms。 Don't ask me。 I 。 。
。 I just can't。〃
〃I guess I know that。 Cheer up。 Maybe it's nothing。〃
〃Maybe。〃
〃The appointment's at two？〃
〃Yes。〃
〃Let's leave the bedroom door open； Wendy。〃
〃I want to。 But I think he'll sleep through now。〃
But he didn't。
* * *
Boom。。。 boom。。 boomboomBOOMBOOM — —
He fled the heavy； crashing； echoing sounds through twisting； mazelike
corridors； his bare feet whispering over a deep…pile jungle of blue and black。
Each time he heard the roque mallet smash into the wall somewhere behind him he
wanted to scream aloud。 But he mustn't。 He mustn't。 A scream would give him away
and then
（then REDRUM）
（e out here and take your medicine； you fucking crybaby！）
Oh and he could hear the owner of that voice ing； ing for him； charging
up the hall like a tiger in an alien blue…black jungle。 A man…eater。
（e out here； you little son of a bitch！）
If he could get to the stairs going down； if he could get off this